Thursday, May 30, 2013

I am in awe of His faithfulness


Today has been one of those rough days. Struggling with physical pain. Feeling down about how long my recovery is taking. There has been so much stress in our lives the past months that I am feeling rather beaten down and weary, yet all day, even through the worst of my day, I have been in awe of the still small voice in the background reminding me that even when I fail, even when I fall short, even when I can't pull it together, He is faithful! When I fall short as a child of God, as a wife, as a mother, He is still faithful. He still stands by us, working in our lives, for our good, even when I am at my weakest. Even when I fail to reach out to Him, He is still there, reaching out to me. I am so thankful, so grateful, so in awe of His grace and faithfulness! 



Blessings, 
Colleen

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Supporting Your Homeschool Conferences

As our annual state homeschool conference approaches, I am reminded of a post I've been wanting to write for awhile. 

Homeschool conferences can be invaluable for many reasons. I find that I come away with a renewed passion, encouraged and strengthened. There is something about being in a place full of energy with like-minded people who share goals, visions and purposes. I love to listen to recordings and watch DVDs of workshops, but there's nothing quite like being there in person, sharing the experience with others. And you often get the opportunity to ask questions of the speakers. 

Me with one of my "heroes of the faith" Pastor Voddie Baucham

Also, there is nothing like getting to see potential curriculum and materials in person, look through them, compare them. You can read reviews, you can ask friends, but the real way to know if something will work for you and your family is prayer, and seeing the materials first hand.  There is a plethora of materials available to us these days and it can be an overwhelming task to choose a curriculum for your family. Being able to see the materials in person can save us a lot of money that we would otherwise spend on curriculum that once we get it in our hands, we find just won't work for us. Plus, there is the advantage of being able to ask questions of the vendors, who are usually very happy to help you, explain things to you. These things are such a blessing to homeschool parents. 

Our youngest two children setting up and doing inventory.

My family and I represent a wonderful company at one of our state homeschool conferences each year and I know they make their materials available at a great cost to themselves. I have been a vendor, a volunteer and a speaker at multiple conferences for over 10 years we have seen a lot of vendors come and go and seen sales rise and fall. But one trend that we are seeing that really concerns us is the trend of people coming to the conference to look at the different materials and compare, but then going home and looking online to find the cheapest place to buy the curriculum and materials they want. 

Our younger son ready to assist homeschoolers at last year's conference.

I know things are tight and we all need to save where we can, but this practice is really hurting the vendors. We have seen quite a few vendors who have had to stop doing conferences because of this. This hurts us as attendees, because we no longer have access to their materials or to their representatives to ask questions. It also hurts us because if the conference isn't getting the revenue from vendors, they will be forced to either raise registration fees, offer less workshops, or close their doors. 

I want to encourage you to please support these vendors who go to great lengths and expense to attend these events. I am fully aware that not everyone can buy from the vendors at conferences, for some it is all they can do to pay their registration. If that is you, please don't feel guilty about it, this post is not aimed at you. I have been in that place as well. I am speaking to those who can manage to spend the few extra dollars it takes to support the vendors who go to great expense to be there to support us. Because if we continue the practice of shopping elsewhere to save a dollar or two here and there, we will lose the vendors, and if we lose the vendors we will lose the conferences. So, please, as you attend your homeschool conference this year, remember to support the vendors as much as you are able. 

God Bless,
Colleen

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Sunday, May 26, 2013

Weary Traveler

Sixteen days ago we set out for a two week road trip to see two of our nephews graduate and to see other friends and family as well. Mu husband thought this was too big of a trip for me, being only a few weeks after a very major surgery. But I was sure it would be fine. Yes, the riding in the car would be a little difficult, but other than that I would only be hanging out at family and friend's homes, what could be so hard about that? 


Well, as it turns out, a lot! I am completely exhausted! Both physically and emotionally. No matter how much rest I get I am just physically worn out, and I lost count of the number of emotional breakdowns I have had in the past couple of weeks. I am missing the comfort of home, and of routine, in my recuperation. The littlest things that I took for granted have become so difficult while on the road. Showers are the biggest. It is such a struggle to gather all my stuff together and have to take care of myself in strange bathrooms. I had three breakdowns just trying to take today's shower. Just resting is hard because I feel so guilty closing myself up in our bedroom away from our hosts and family that even when I do try to rest, I don't find any. And now I sit here awake at 5:22 am, after less than two hours of sleep. I just can't seem to get back to sleep after having been awakened by some kind of alarm going off for about 40 minutes a couple of hours ago. 

In just a few hours we leave for our 20+ hour drive home and I am not up to it. But there is no choice. My husband has to be back to work on Tuesday. It is times like this that I have to remember to go to the Lord and find my rest. 

While I look forward to getting home and continuing my recovery in the comfort of home, I know that saying goodbye will be so difficult. I hate goodbyes. Always have. In a few hours we will say goodbye again to my Great Uncle Danny and Great Aunt Barbara, not sure when or if we will get back to visit again, which makes it even harder. But again, I will remind myself to turn to the comfort of the Lord to see me through. 

God bless you today as you travel through life, and I pray you will look to Him for rest from whatever burdens you are carrying. 

Blessings,
Colleen